The past week and couple days has been rough on us. There were times when I felt like giving up but then I simply chose not to or didn’t have the strength to. Then I realized something. I’m absolutely and unconditionally in love.
I’ve had my share of past loves and whatnot, but this love is in all aspects different. We have our moments, but once we’re in each others presence, everything that was bothering us, just simply disappears. We can’t help but smile at each other when we are face to face even though just minutes earlier we were yelling at each other. I don’t find any other man more attractive than the one I have by my side. Game changer. No matter how angry I am at him or how frustrated I am, it only takes that few seconds of looking at him to make it all better. Dangerous but satisfying. I can finally say I’ve found someone who gives me everything that I need, fulfills my every desire, and fills my heart with joy and laughter.
“I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they’re not, and to live within the warmth of your heart — and always call it home.”
So the other day someone told me I have no identity and that I am not my own individual. Whether that statement derived from feelings of me not kickin’ it as much or something else, it was extremely irritating.what happened to friends being happy for each other?Because I lost myself in my last relationship, I know what it feels like to not be my own individual, yet I absolutely do not feel like that in this relationship. Sorry that I choose not to be drunk every weekend and sorry that some nights I choose to stay in with my loving boyfriend to watch a movie. Actually, I’m not sorry and I shouldn’t be. Making choices myself just show that I AM MY OWN INDIVIDUAL.
Don’t judge my life when your life is a mess itself. Coming from a person who tries to conform me to match with everyone else when I HATE matching and choose to be my own individual.
Be my friend. Be happy for me because I’d be happy for you.
I just wanted to take a moment to express how extremely proud I am of my friends. I have friends graduating, finding careers, getting their fitness on, traveling, and most importantly achieving their own personal goals.
For those of you out there that I hold dearest to my heart, here’s to you. I’M EXTREMELY HAPPY FOR YOU AND PROUD OF YOU. I’m proud to call you folks my friends, proud to say I know you. I can say that you guys give me hope and are my inspiration. You give me another person to look up to.
You guys deserve to be recognized and congratulated for all the hard work, dedication, and perseverance. Just to name a few: Heidi, Alex, J.Mock, Jerome, Reanne, Veronica, Naise, and many more.
Love you guys!! Here’s to your next chapter in life and conquering everything you desire! =)
